FROM 12-07-03

Trapped inside this feeling of serenity and pain,
Realization of bitter truths Im unwilling to accept,
Ive been found out - Im chest deep in my troubles,
With no want or desire to move my lifeless body.
Ive swallowed this decay whole,
If only I could purge this from my being,
And come out unscathed and reborn,
---rise up little pheonix.