FROM 12-16-03

this feeling haunts me
it penetrates so deeply
it unlocks all my secret doors
it somehow knows where I really am...
where I am hidding
I cant hide though
I cant even try
any attempt is futile
it has broken me down
and I am raw and open
exposed to this pain
a pain I will never forget
it wont settle or dissipate
my body wants to purge this but cannot
its opened me up at my core
it is what it is - living and breathing
LUCID ANGUISH